ireallythought

Keeping your memories and watching your every move.

When I turned the ripe age of 12 I was finally allowed to have my very own snapchat. I added all my friends…even the ones who use the doggy filter. Streaksssssss! I sent my crush my best pic at around 4pm every day. I had a 300 day streak with my best friend and she would even log in and send my snaps when I was grounded quite often. Love you flames18. Anywho I started looking at peoples lives and stories on snapchat and I have to say that is when my depression got really bad.

I started feeling bad about my skin, my social life, my body and even my mind. Snapchat had sunk its grimy talons into my mind and I lost it. I wasn’t good enough and I was not going to use a dog filter, just color filters. I stopped taking silly pics and would just send an eye. I could not stand it, the internet was already bad but snapchat was what everyone did. I would watch my ex drive to another girls house and watch him the entire time. He snap me later that night trying to “see” me. My eyes only snapchat? more like my thighs only. Tell me why I need to hide my snapchat memories huh.

Why did snap take over the world the way it did? Cause it gave me a free ride to a psychiatrist and yea maybe a therapist too if I’m going to be honest with y’all. Never good enough, skin never smooth enough, hair never good enough; ope let me put on a filter. And yes I did notice the camera differs from my phone camera. But hey let’s make some friends and snap our crushes baby. snapchat took my account after it got hacked and has withheld memories of mine. What kind of memories you ask? Well let’s just say people who no longer breath the same air and stare at the same sun.

Thank you dear snapchat for my lack of confidence and memories of my dead loved ones. Oh yea my snapchat was just locked permanently but send that peen pic boss man that fine if its for “My Eyes Only” right? no that’s not……

Boycott Snapchat and take our last shred of sanity back oh my gawd.

#snapchatdownforlife

xoxo

snapchat gorl.

-g